DaLaM HaTi AdA CInta...DalAM TiNta AdA MakNa

hey guys,,sajer nk wat 'cerpan' (cerita panjang) bersiri..saje nak 'bunuh-masa'..so n idea ak yg da tentu2nya bkn mlalui cara plagiat..plzz do comment..hehhe

Pagi itu hujan turun dengan lebatnya. Namun pandangan ku hanyalah sepi tak bermakna apa-apa. “yes”, menjawab pada ketukan lembut di muka pintu. Zana, setiausaha ku yang baru 3 bulan bekerja muncul dibalik pintu.

“Miss Syafi, your meeting with Mr. Wong will be on 2. But somehow he changes the place to another café, since there’s something he rushes for after that” ku toleh ke arahnya yang berdiri di hujung meja. ‘Baju kurung lagi?ughh,, wlwpon ko sweet but still, I hate that face’. Hari ini aku masih mencemburuinya, namun aku perlu tutup rapi perasaan ku ini. Namun perasaan itu berkecamuk dengan rasa amarah yang datang menyerbu bagaikan menampar seluruh inci wajah ku.

“miss Syafi? Are you ok? Your face seem..”, aku menidakkan dengan sekali gelengan.

“there is nothing!”, aku benci dengar suaranya, melihat mukanya, malah apa-apa sahaja mengenainya. Aku genggam hujung kemeja Prada ku..mengarah mata ku pada kasut Gucci ku..namun apa yang kurang pada ku lagi??

“betul ker Miss ok n?”, pandangan tajamku terarah pada nya. Dengan bibir olesan nipis gincu merah muda entah jenama apa, dengan baju kurung yang ku kira dari pasar malam, dan dengan sandal tebal 1 inci itu membuatkan aku bertambah menyampah melihat muka nya. “Miss Syafi?”

“STOP IT!” suaraku lantang memecah keheningan pagi yang mendung. Ku lihat ada mata-mata yang menjenguk muka pintu ku. “out now! You stupid bitch!” gadis itu nyata terkejut dengan jerkahan ku, hinggakan ku terperasan akan air mata di hujung tubir mata nya tika dia lewat di depan mata ku lantas keluar dari bilik.

Dadaku berombak kencang, mengatur nafas yang kian menggila. Amarahku nyata bukan lagi menyusut malah kian berapi di saat aku melihat lelaki dengan kot jalur hitam menerpa ke arah setiausaha ku. Apa sahaja barang di atas meja, aku lempar ke tepi, lantas ku berlalu pergi. Tiada arah tujuan, tapi asalkan aku bukn disini aku sanggup pergi kemana saja.
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ad berani??soklan jnis2 cmni ak mmg suker...jwb soklan...n tgok result...bestt!!!!tp dlm omputih la...xpaham??ish2..dictionary kn ad...jgn malassss!!

If you are honest, this tells the truth. It's pretty good. Write your answers on a piece of paper, and NO cheating!! The answers are at the bottom.

1. Which is your favorite color out of: red , black , blue , green , or yellow ?


2. Your first initial?


3. Your month of birth?


4. Which color do you like more, black or white?


5. Name of a person of the same sex as you .


6. Your favorite number?


7. Do you like California or Florida more?


8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?

When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!)

Answers

1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive.

Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue- You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.

2. If your initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum &your love life is so on to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but th e memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will ! experience a major life-changing experience for the good..
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

5. This person is your best friend.

6. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.

7. If you chose:
California: You like adventure.
Florida : You are a laid back person.

8. If you chose:
Lake : You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

kat umah ak skang n tgh hot giler citer "benci bilang cinta"..
best dowh citer tu..
evendow dorg tlh menciplak plagiat citer 'princess hour',,
org yg k-drama maniac 4 sure la tau..(korean drama)
kisah hero dr kluarga loaded-loaded yg dpaksa bkhwin dgn pompuan kbnykn..
wlwpon hero da ad kksih ati..but still their marriage goes on..
n lastly bunga-bunga cinta pn bersemi..
cewahh!!ad bkat k jd minah bunga n??x kuasa i..

ughhh..so pekebnda yg ak nk smpykn smpy kn intro ak tu mcm corny j??
sbb ak still single la..
adoi..maner nk cri pakwe n?? org umah dok x abis2 perli ak..

"kau x jump k kat U tu?"
adoi adik ku syg..ak nk blaja, bkn nk cri pakwe,,

"ishh...opah nk merasa cicit dr cucu pompuan laa"
adoi,,n lg 1...DUSH DUSH...jtuh krusi..

mlihatkn kwn bek ak..yg mrgkp x la bek sgt pn..sudh bhgia with her cute-face-hubby...
n waiting for 5-6 months (i guess) utk dptkn hasil dr pnyakit 'buatan org' tu...
what a cute.. what a happy face u show me..
ko sjer jer nk bg ak "rasa jeles tp ak xnak ngaku" kn??
so after n..leh la ko tnjuk anak laki ko dpn ak..
ughhh...x jeles lgsung!!

ak xnak la ikut resam lalang...tp ak nk ikut style ucu ak..
evndow dy x blaja tggi..
but b4 kawen..da ad aset sndiri.. keter sdiri..umah sdiri..dwt sdiri..
yg klaka ny..kalo laki bini involve dlm world war 3,,auntie ak bleh halau her naughty hubby tu kuar umah..

kurg aja??bini derhaka??WTH!!!
her hubby yg notty..hot-tem lak 2..
ak yg xder ap2 pn, leh rasa nk mlayang jer fist ak n,,landing kat hidong tggi dy..DUSH!!

haha,,bnda n x plik pn dlm umah ak..since yg bini2 leh wat kasar gak kat laki2 mereka..
syurga pahala nk jaga gak,,tp hati n perasaan sapa nk jaga??

tp..tah la.,bg ak kalo da x sebulu...(ops tukar2)..
kalo da x sepakat..xder la mmbawa berkat...yer x??
hehe.. cerai ajer..KHATAM!!

mnusia skang n...mmg xpenah puas...
apatah lg..pabila dok bygkn ak nk stay ngn sorg laki jer,,seumur idop...
bleh k ak?ohhh TIDAK!!!!
lipstick pn ak nyampah nk tgok kalo asyik2 kaler yg sama!!!!

so..ap kehalny ngn title entry ak tu??

p/s: blja tggi2 dlu ..kejer smpy leh bli keter n umah,,, adik2 sumer da lepas skola..
then bru cri psgn seidop semati.idop bahgia..laki smart n anak pn comel2..
cewah...tggi cita2 tuu

ak geram kat ko..

nk wat something yg ak sgt suker,,ko x kasi,,
nk wat something yg ak perlukn privacy..ko x kasi..
nk wat something yg ak xnak org lain tau,,ko dpt tau plak,,

then what should i do??go away from here la..
urghhh....n beside,,i dont know how to tolerate with you..
since u r the one that i cant communicate well with..
guess u know it,,hope u know..no...u should know it..

but then..move ur body now..








ap la yg ak mepek n,,
utk mgelakkan ak lg x btol la..ak type gak blog n..even ak xtau da nk ckp ap..


u still there???gosh..u r..

ps: juga msh bengang dgn result ak yg ta pape...

kuran kaname...

onii sama....

aishiteru...
sukida...
kaname koto ga..totemo suki desu yo!!!




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kenal k?x kenal??google jer...lallalaa

hihi..klaka pn ad..mcm ditelanjang bogelkan...hahha...

its gonna be a big day this 28th..since Family Day for our fams gonna be on that day..but then..im in charge for Kotak Beracun..korg tau kn ap kejadahny bnda 2??game pas kotak yg ad gulungan paper yg mngandungi xtvt yg pastiny korg xnak buat,,hahahaha(gelak cm jin ahmad albab)\
muzik akan dpasang..then participant akn dok dlm 1 lingkaran pasifik,,then kotak akn dipas,.,,while at the same time, kotak tu akn dibaling+dcampak (pastinya) pd participant sblh..then if the music stop..who is currently hold the box will get the punishment...hahahahaha(ahmad albab sndiri yg gelak)


ok2..enough for that..i know most of u know it..ok..berbalik pd kotak beracun tu..ap kehalnye??otak ak n sudh x berdaya kreatif lg..urggghhhh...so help me!!!SOS!! sos tomato k cili k... meh tlg ak...pkio kn idea ny..

frankly speaking..i dont have any slight idea but it..since prut ak meragam dr td..adkah ini petanda ak nk tmbuh sesungut???!!!oh tidak!!


hey you!!!yes you!!!per tgok2 jer..pls leave ur idea...just simply "bang" the button below k??segala jasa diucapkan terima kasih

bbrp ari yg sudh, ak mgalami sakit nyanyuk tertiber.,..terasa dunia cepat berpusing,,aku ingt kn arini khamis,,pdhal msh lg ari rabu..

malam itu, kitorg ank branak mkan supper dgn roti bertuna n air oren,,tetiba abah bgun dr dudukanny....pndagn ku mnyorot pd lngkah ny yg mlenggang penat mendaki tngga yg bbrp kerat tu...ngn slumberny ak pn bbisik kat mak ak yg sdg asyik dgn kuaci ny..
"mak..apsal cpt sgt abah nk tido?"

"kenapa?" kuaci di sua lg k ujung bibirny..

"ye la..esok kan ari jd dy" kataku..ku kira ad lg 10minit lg tepat pkul 12mlm..

"la yer ker?adui..terlupa plak mak" kitorg terdiam...berteleku mmikirkn ntah ap2..ku hayati lg kuaci yg sdap tu..fuh sdap...

"jom2 kiter naek..bleh lg nk wish n..bkn ny nk tido terus"namun ku lihat punggungnya msh lg tiada tnda nk bgun dr kerusi tu...

"jap2..kiter abes kn kuaci n"ktaku bgaikan memahami gerak linch tggnnya..ok..habis..kini kami beriiringn naek k ats tangga...








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"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ABAH,,,,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU"

mak n aku gembira mnyanyikn lgu yg hany staun skali jer dpt ddgari..dgn kamera yg bru dbeli tu ak rakamkn saat2 indah kmi bersama...

"la untk abah..haha..ptotla dok sok sek sok sek dr td...rupany bnda n??"snyuman d pipiny mlebar mnunjukkan baris giginy..

"happy birthday abang..smoga pnjg umo murah rzeki"mak ku..

"nk pnjg umo mcm mana lg?smpy da bongkok2 k??"hehe..bapak aku n..melawak plak..

"happy birthday abah..smoga pnjg umo jgak..nnt smpt la abah tgok yong kawen,,,ahahaha!!!" aku gelak bsar dgn lawak ku sndiri..






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"eh2..abang tido snyum2 n naper?"dpt ku dgr suara emak d bilik sblah..pintu msh terbuka..lmpu msh menyala..

"abang tido dalam iman"ish3,,org tua n melawak lg..

aku cuma snyum simpul dlm bilek.."abah suka la..arini brthday dy!!" laung ku...







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da pkul baper n?lama ny ak tido..skale bler tgok jam...la..arini bkn birthday abah la..esok!!!!!!!!!!waaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!malunyer...

p.s: rupa2ny mak ak da tau yg ktorg tersilap wish mlm td gak..sbb abah sdiri yg bgtau kat mak duduk sbenarny..

cakap 'aku' = dpt penampar skali
men atas katil = kena kacau ngn 'pontianak'--->mak diri kat tepi tingkap dgn btelekung
tercarut (hhehe) = kena cabai mulut ----->kna tenyeh cili tumbuk kat dlm mulut
pukul adik = kna rotan ngan galah
xnak mengaji = SAP!! ngn rotan kat peha
main gincu mak = 5 kali libas ngn hanger kat tangan
xnak wat kejer skola = kena cubit kat perut smpy lebam
hiding the truth = kena kunci luar rumah, malam n xder lampu
pergi sungai = 10 libasan tali pinggang on the back

n bbrp jnis 'deraan' lain yg aku da x ingat purpose ny n jnis hukumannya..hmm,.,,rasanya kena libas ngn paip getah pn ad...tah la dah luper..

tp dlm byk2 manusia..opah aku laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagggggggggggggggggggggiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii garang...

anak wat silap da tentu ada yg jd mangsa,,rasany kalo opah aku msuk band XPDC da tentu2 msuk n.paper..liputan tenet sluruh dunia,,smpy PM Msia pn msuk cmpur,.,(ishh itu sudh mlampau)...dgn anak2 x aci la rotan-rotan ni...dy pakai parang terus!!!!!!xo......giler??haha,,,thats my opah..thought that each anak2 dy mmg ada scar..including my abah..1 on the chest while other is still unknown...

so ap kna ngn brita yg kiter dgr kat tibi tu??yg tertayang kat paper tu ap??eleh..bg aku..tu kes kecik jer..

but kalo murder baby tu yg pling aku xtahan..yg pompuan tu,,nk kata stupid..dorg ngaji tadika kot..nk kata pndy..hmm sabit x msuk university k??mslhny,,student ipta pn mcm tu gak...eh2..ipts x sbut lak..kang ad yg kater diskriminasi plak...

huh! tang nk wat sdap,,da jd,nk buang plak!!!!

camner nk customize background blog n??need help....bosan dowh tgok page n,,,

smlm...tepon mak,,n beser ny kalo dtanya tgh wat ap...mst mak ngn maen game kat pc...haha...mak mak...pdhal ad drh tggi tu..if da men game smpy hntak2 kaki...mane la x naek drh tggi...yer x??kuasa tuhan...

yg best ny bkn ap..my adik..da ad bf,,,haha...pelik k??bg ak plik laa...pdhal kitorg ber2 mmg trang2 x reti nak bergaul ngn laki..smbg smacam jer...tp adik ak sorg n da pndy nak majuk2 manja...ahaks....

da expert dr akak sulung...(malu jer)haha

mak tany psl pekser...skang n da bz....22 n pekse...tp smpt lak ak dok wat entree utk blog n...wish for my luck...k??

mak tany psl printing service yg ak wat kat kolej..haha...dgn bgga ati ny anak mak n da dpt income rm1222.00 dlm 3 bulan tau...kiki...OKB?? wlwpn x la smpt bilionaire tp terasa dunia n ana yg punya laa....

then mak tany psl dy....dy???owh dy ialah "nama-yg-xbleh-dsebut"...mrA laa..hmmm...psl n mls nk sebut laa....time bufday aritu (13/4), dy tersilap wish on 17/4....eee....geram jer...

smbg2 puny smbg...'mak kedit nk abes n...nnt org tepon blek ek??sayang mak...tggu yong balik tau...x smpy smggu jer lg...kali ni leh la nk smbg lama2...org cuti 2 bulan...rindu mak...bye'

button off ak tkan sekali...senyap...ak rindu mak...slalu mimpi kan mak...mak nnt esok mst yong rndu kat mak lg...tggu yong tepon lg ek.....

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waaa....rndu kat umah...bufday da nk dkat..ak arap sgt kalo ak dpt fly jap k umah...n smbt bufday ak...cm dolu2...

apsal la sem n ak xleh blek umah plak??kejam...nyampah..
bgun je dr tido, tetibe abah call...ak suker...hehehe...rndu terbalas...sekali......................

"hah,,watper tu??kat ner?" hehe ak suker abah call..rindu...
"abah tepon n nk tany numb ic kmu...numb lesen keter skale...." ayark,.,abah...nk tany tu jer ker????woooo

nk jd cter...housemate ak dpt visitor plak...parent dy la 2...siap anta mknan berkotak bertupperware berbalang laa,,,


aku jealous!!!!!

27th and 28th n..uitm puncak perdana akan anjurkn karnival fakulti..
ad prtndngn mghias kek, sukan rakyat, senamrobik, ad gerai2 jualan, jumble sale and so forth..
yg best ny mlm sabtu tu ad prsmbhn/pertndgn (x pasti yg mner 1)..dr 3 buah group ngn 2 buah lagu..

yg btmbh best ny ad artis jmputn unic, saujana n rabbani...best!!...sgt suker grup rabbani...cool giler....though im not look like a person who do like nasyid..but their songs n melodiny x leh nk kikis dr otak...byk kngn lama yg wat ak cm kera sumbg + snyum smbing...

back to old skool, mmg femes ngn soutul jihad...korg knal??bdak2 smapl sure knal sgt...dorg n mmg femes laa...wlwpon byk cilok lgu nasyid tnh air..dorg still can give an a-big-applause-of-performance...best package they have..good looking, attitude, grup perkusi yg cool giler, n 4 sure the mst important...their voice...dgn hanya 5 suara,,dorg leh wat magic smpy yg gal pon bertepuk teriak,,punyer suker ny..haha

n back to my old college...haha..will never forget this...i did nasyiding during college festival...sibuk cri perkusi,,sri member,,setting yg tu,,yg ni...n at last,,weve got no number...kikik..tp...ap yg penting...kerjasama???no...the experience...cuber uji try test jd vocalist dpan 2000 pnonton...ha...nganga...

n last thng...bout my previous favorite chatter..huuu...where are u now...seems that he's too bz..knonny nk tukr profesion dr landscape designer convert to navy...hmmm....ikut suker awk laa...naper ngn dy??dy n kaki nasyid doh...prtndgn nasyid piala rabbani yg lpas,,their grup manage to get naib johan...ok la tuh...

so..rabbani puny psl..sumer bnda ak igt...huhu...

arini awk tpacul dr mana,tetibe awk kat tepi sy,tgok muka sy...sy terkedu...bluek!! tu jer sy leh wat..hee
arini awk berselisih ngn sy..sy elak dr terlggar awk..tersntuh awk..ngn selamba jer...'tepi sket'...sy berlalu
arini awk nmpak sy dok sorg2..awk dtg tgur sy..naper awk,,sy nmpk kspian k??
arini tmpt sblh sy kosong..sy nk awk dk situ...tp awk just berlegar2 jer kat tepi...

sush ny nk bckap...sush ny nk snyum..sush ny sy hmpiri awk..
sy malu..sy segan..sy taknak awk nmpak sy gelabah..n sy xnak awk tau prasaan sy...
maaf..mgkin slamany sy sush utk ddkati..sush utk diajak smbg mesra...sush utk brblas snyum..
biarlah sy tgok awk dr tepi...kalo awk x pasan sy pn xpa...sy x kish..jnji sy bleh tgk awk yg comel tu slalu..biarlah n jd rahsia..smga awk x bace lgsg blog n...

r.e.a.l m.o.d.e.......argh!!!!!!ak x paham!!!!dan ak xnak paham!!!
asgmnt ak yg 15% tu dah ak cyapkan...namun kini.....adoi! (teringat nada yg rumate ak suker wat tu).....menelaah nota2 lama, bkn 1 prkara yg biasa, terutamany kalo da msuk bln ke3...

tp,,ak xleh concentrate...mcm2 word yg ak kna paham istilahnya dan hbgkait ny dgn topik yg bsar n..preemptive multitasking,,real mode,,FAT,,BIOS,,dan miao miao miao....otak ku mkin cramp,perut mnjerit lapar,tkak gtal nk cri air sjuk, n tgn pn merayau ktuk mouse...dn kini..jeng jeng jeng!!aku tgh mnulis blog,,

alang2 da kat cn..meh ak nk cter psl pidato ak yg lpas...aku mnang atau x??tu kna tau k akhir cter..cmptition start kul 2, dsbabkn beser ny org pidato pky blezer (lntak la slah eja pn) ak pn srung la kmeja lbuh ak 2..(sbb bju tula org pggil ak lawyer,,hihi)

smpy jer kat sna..ak mnerima ucpn kramat sbg pmberi smgat..nmun keramat ap k hapa ny..dr numb 2..ak kna jd org ptama yg 'berucap',,saat ny sudh tiba..nmun yg plikny ak lgsg x rasa gmntar..(mntg2 la ak slalu present kat dpn, arini lgsg x gabra,,syabas beta)

prot pret prot pret!! skian tima kasih...fuh!!lega..da abes..ak dok smula..gmbira sbb ak x tersasul ap2 yg pelik kat dpn tu..ketaq lutut pn takda...sbb ak da mgamalkn bbrp tips utk kawal nervous..iaitu:
jgn tgok mata org tu,,tp tgoklah hdungnya..(comel ny idong peset dy)
byk kn snyum, kalo x..nmpk sgt nervousny..hehe
n jgn pgang kertas...bahaya...terketar2,,malu beb
pgang satu bnda yg keras kat tgn..mcm pen,,bleh alirkan prasaan gugup 2,,(eh eh mcm konduktor plak)
bersuara lntang lah...anggap cm nak marah org...bykkn ekspresi muka,,,n gaya tgn yg cm nak terbang...hahaha....mcm mana nk bayang tu??

ok2..enuf for dat..bntot ak msh lg mlkat kat krusi wlwpon pemidato yg strusny agak mmbosankn...xper cool...nk jd citer byk plak insan yg x hapal text cm ak...men jeling2 cm lgu siti ngn m.salim...yg klaka ny ad la mamat auw! n (a.k.a pondn),,dy tsalah sbut 'sudh bersuluh lgikan terang',,,haha,,,sungguh lawak knyataan hamba itu,,

ok2..x bek kutuk org,,dlm dok merabun smbg ngn org kanan n...adlah sorang minah n...pergh bahasa,,lnggok nada,,gerak bdan,,lontrn kata dan pnguraian isi ny wat kn ak terpaku...best giler dowh..naya korg xada..n sudh smstiny tmpt juara dsandang oleh ny..syabas!!!ku hulurkn tgn mngucap tahniah,,,gmbira muka ny x dpt d tutup lg..kalo da snyum smpy k tinger...xkan la x gmbira kot..dpt rm70 lg...fuyooo....dwt gak 2...sapa nk bg free...tahniah skali diucapkn..

so ak plak cmner??hahaha,,,4 sure la pemidato yg x bernumber...bkn x bernama..hehe..sbb akhirnya bru ak pasan..tjuk ak salah la...waaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!dahla x hapal text...sapa nk bg hadiah kat ak??mmg gila la kalo nk bg ak numb 2...huhu..

xpa..ak redha...dpt sijil ap...bkn snang nk dpt n...hehe...nmn ak x pulang dgn hati yg keciwa...sbab???ak dpt mkn nasi ayam sedap yg free...haha..jgn jeles.,,nasi mmg berbukit la..ayam pn ak balun byk2...nasi abis n ati pn snang..lalalallaa!!!!

teringat ketika belajar di uitm merbuk dahulu, aku ad sorang rumate yang muda 1/2 tahun dr ak...ila..orangnya comel, manja dan hormat org lean..mentelah ak lbh tua dr nya..jd ada saja cerita yg dikongsi lpas blek kulyah...yg lawak, horror, dunia smasa dan info mngenai course yg sdg kami ikuti (kami berlajar dlm bidang yg sama tapi berbeza semester)

tapi dlm byk2 cerita2, kdg2 terselit jgak gosip artis dan gosip pelajar laen..namun ak bknlah org yg amek port dgn bnda n, tp cuma mlayan krnah ny saja...nmun akhirnya mst dy naek angin ngn aku..huhu..sbb ak suka bg pndgn dr perspektif berbeza..cth?

'2 orang bertmbung d tangga, tetapi A lgsng endahkan B lalu pg mcm 2 jer, ee sombongnya dy'

ak akn jwb...
- ala A tu rabun kot, nk jd citer dy x pky lense
- A ngah rush da x smpt da nk tgur org laen hatta mnegur sesaat dua
- muka B nmpak laen aritu, so A x cam (maybe sbb lense, makeup or dressing)
- tah2 B yg sombong tah??
- berdosa k kalo x tegur?? biarla dy...

sbnrnya,,,,ak bg jwpn cm2 spy mngelakkan sngkaan buruk, fitnah dan perasaan meluat pd org lain..bg ak,,,lbh baik ak x tau people's bad side rather than his good side..because we are tend to remember people that way....lpas 2 kalo org tu nak mntak tlg pn, hati kta jd was2, x ikhlas malah bleh jd pergaduhan plak antara kita n dy...

sbb nk elak mcm 2 la,,,ak kureng sket bab2 nk baca mags berkisar artis smasa n..kalo maen tepon karat pn citer leh berubah 100% apatah lg citer dr wartawan yg sbnrnya hndk mngaut keuntungn dr mndedahkn kbnran...ssngghnya dosa fitnah lbh bsar dr dosa mmbunuh...smoga kta dpt mngelak akan kemungkaran tuhan...

time aku nk pegi ke library untuk urusan rujukan assignment ku...mata ku sempat lagi menoleh pada board tu..masuk kali ni..dah 5 kali kot...

"ap yg menarik??" "xder paper...saje lalu jer..." kata aku pd kwan2 aku yg trut sama bersaing..ku lihat tarikh ny.."hmm...mcm x smpat jer n...xper la,bukan rezeki ak.."

hari yg panas terik kian berlalu dan kini aku dlm library lg..kali ini x payah tany utk urusan ap lg..mstila assignment...ak sabarkn hati..xper syafi..sem n ak nak dekan,,so tabah itu perlu..

namun class rep ak yg turut sibuk menaip seswatu pd hp ny menoleh..
"syafi..ko nak msuk pidato??"alamak...cair badan ak...

sumer aktiviti yg kna bercakap, aku suker,,even time skola, ak xyah nk pomot dri..sebab? cikgu ak tau ak mmg suker ptndgn cm2..dr bercerita>sajak>pidato>debat>even menyanyi pn ak minat...tp yg xberubah ny..ak msih la ketar lutut bler org pndg ak...hehe,,,kcik2 dulu...nostalgia

so..dlm time cuti CNY n..ingtkn nak cari cikgu azlin ksayangn ak,,,bkn nk soh wat ap...tolong advice sket..cmner nk wat text yg gempak..title pn cam xleh blah...
DUNIA MAKLLUMAT TANPA BATASAN PEMACU KEGEMILANGAN NEGARA....
amacm,,best?

so if any of you...have any idea, suggestion, or any advice,,plz,,plzzz,,,i need ur help rite now,,,since im bluring n dont have any words to write on...


but what im afraid of is,,tergagap plak kat stage tu nant...lahawau, weh........
saper nak jwb????????

"weh ko n cam lecturer arr"

senyum...

"smalam nmpak cam lawyer..arini nmpak cam org korporat"

kontrol senyum...aduhai jgnla lebar sgt..kaki ku berkejaran menuju ke pintu kelas...Assalamualaikum.....

"selamat pagi prof Syafi!" budak spek putih tu dok nyakat ak lg..tp ak senyum jer..

"selamat paaa..eh..selamat petang la..da kul 2" ak mnjawab plak...hehe..malu ko..dy lak tersenyum sumbing...

kihkihkih..dlm smnggu kalo xder org yg tegur,,yg pndg dr ats k bwah pn ad...attire ak mcm lecturer..konon ny...tp ak suker...hehheheheee.....ckp la lg,,ak mau dgr lg...


"wawa..n kwn ko k?muker dy ad mcm ibu-ibu"....

PANG!!!!terasa ad baldi besar jatuh dr atas blek ak...mak oi...xder ayat len k?mcm ak n tua sgt jer...lgpon ibu-ibu tu mcm ad 2 maksud jer..
1.muke bajet ayu/keibuan
2.muke cam minah indon

ish..bajet2 la..tau la ak demuk...ahli geng pipi tembam kat ef bi..ko lak sesedap tom yam jer ckp ak cm2..ak n punyer cecita tggi mlangit tau..ak tamo jd minah indon tp seorang lecturer yg berkaki lebar 1 day await...

sob3..xper la ak trima hakikat ini...

hmm...abes perah otak,,ak skip kn dulu title blog n..but what is more important..aku nak kurus!!!!

naper a ak tensen smpy cmni??tah..mayb dsbabkn desakan hati yg dgn lantang mnjerit kesepian..naper lak ak lonely??actually ak x penah nak wujudkn word lonely tu dlm kamus idop ak..sbb

people know me as an independent girl..mak cakap coz taik lalat kat kaki ak x terbilang byk ny...bertmbh lg dgn size yg ketara2 belaka...so my mak dah predict yg ak mmg akn blaja/kejer/jalan jauh 1 ari nnt..while abah said...campak jer yong n kat maner2..sure leh survive lg...adik2 ak lak nyampuk..yong leh wat kejer mcm2..

tgok,,betapa independent ny ak dlm fam ak..sjak kcik ak da mula kuar dr umah,,join mcm2 compettion..saper x knal syafikah..wakil pidato,,sajak,,story tellin in bm n bi..n sort of thing..even ak skool dlu pn penah dpt numb 2 tau..(amboi belagak)

but then when people know me as spikot..nma glaran yg ak rasa cm nama buah aprikot..ak da start became pasive..why?errr....bepeluh nk memikio ny..

biler da jd syafi,,perangai ak still x berubah2...pasif..sombong..garang...(malaun maner la yg ckp ak garang 2??)then the result is people tend to think bad bout me..waaaaaaaaaa!!!i dont ask for it..but if it is within some of my gal fren..im not like that loh!!problem n jd problem when i face certain of boys fren..

the situation might become like this..i stand alone at one place...hve nothing to do..but then a bunch of boys came right to me..and askin for something regarding on assgnment..i might answer all the conclusion,,but my knee shaking...both lak tu..my palm lak tetiber sjuk smacam..n i cant make a direct contact with em..at the end..i left em without notice...serius????yep betapa serius ny ak...hahaa...bkn nk smbong tp ak mmg xleh la dgn spesis kromosom xy n..

berbalik pd word lonely td..ak rasa n mayb sbb ak xder pakwe n...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm






ada sesape nk jd pakwe ak???






takder??ak paham..oklah chow...nak majuk..........





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p/s: merapu tol ak n...so utk title n ak da decide nk letak makan ikan kerapu di siang ari...

da msuk sem baru..so mkin bz la ak nak mengupdate kn blog n..
nk plak bkn ny ad broadband lg..da nk terminate da pn..

so..sem baru in tahun baru..i shud have at least 1 azam kn??
hmm azam kali ini ialh..utk belaja bsuggoh2...
pergh!!cam ayat bdak skola jr,,hehe
naper xder org nk wat azam nk tmbh kepopulariti k?
tmbh secret admirer k??haha...

dah2..merapik lak...azam ak tahun ni ialah: (spt yg dsneraikn dbwh)
1. smua pndgn ku..pndgrn ku..mlah tutur kataku...hanylah utk lecturer
2. ak xnak simpn lg prangai lama ak yg jahat2 tu,,eee..jahat ny ak..
3. nk jd lbh sihat! (eleh ckp jer la nk kurus)
4. kna kejer kuat..spy business kali n mmbawa kuntungn bsr..amn...
5. smoga ak x tkna pnykit gatal2 1 bdn..hehe..mkna tesirat 2..